Tired.

Work was alright
Dad has surgery tomorrow
Massive storms most the afternoon
Practice was awesome for all of us being sickish
hung out with Shafey, sooo awesome
I have a crush on Chance.

Sooo much going on.


-Chris

Woah!

Friday:
Shauncey and I embarked on the journey to Ocala, which Involved stealing some stuff from and auto parts star and mcgyvering together a trailer wire. We pick up Blake and dropped him off in Tally. The drive there was bittersweet, you really get to know someone talking for 5 hours straight deep into the early morning. Got there at 5 slept for about 3 hours.

Saturday:
Met up with Tom and Mikey and Moes. Hung out there. Then Mikey Shauncet and myself started moving in to Lisas house. It took a while. I Barrowed a Denis Rodman jersey. Then I left to make the drive home alone. Leavign Shauncey behind was alot harder than I expected. Def. got choked up like a motherfucker. Picked up Blake in Tally and had a not so deep talk about girls and sex all the way home haha.

Sunday:
Drove out to FWB. Hung out with Pat and Shafe for a little bit. Then jammed for about 12 hours. I learned the whole set and wrote a new song. This band is amazing. I love hanging out and the music is flat out phenominal. Drove home went to sleep.

Today:
Worked till lunch. Then rushed to the ER to see my dad. Still not sure what exactly is wrong hes staying the night there. I recieved a crazy out pouring of love from my Fury family and some of the DKC guys today. It meant more than theyll ever know. Dropped my guitars off at Rodgers to have them set up, hes such an awesome old guy.

I play my first show with ASY Friday.
Practice tomorrow.

-Chris

p.s. feminst girls piss me off.

Short and Sweet

Tonight was almost awesome.
I feel more like family with my friends then I do with my family.
Im Moving Shauncey tomorrow, Jamming with ASY Sunday.

-Chris

Up and Down

Im so tired of up and down days.
Yesterday after work I find out I have a nail in my tire.
soooo thats starting again, cool!
Work wasnt to bad though.

Went to the shop got Ryans face on my leg haha and vis verse.

Morgans being a lame ass

but

Tonight should be awesome.

A Change In The Year

Today started out horrible.
I was questioned by my mom about some random shit.
my car got egged, which led to me being late to work.

But then I went and saw Cory, Destry, and Steven before work.
Afterwork I rented the Terminator game...its awesome.
Hung out with Destry, Steven, Titties, and Sarah.
We had Dennys.

Steven and I got to talking about music and his band All Star Year
We went ended up driving all the way to my house to jam and really hit it off.
we wrote two killer songs in an hour.
if the rest of the band is down I will be Joining them.

Maybe this will be a better year after all. ;)

-Chris

Like Making A Soundtrack.

Saturday I cut the grass.
Went and got Josh and drove around and played with our dogs.
thats about it.

Today I helped my parents clean the business and then came home and jammed with Mykal, Cory, and Kendal. I played drums and believe it or not it actually came out awesome.
Im contemplating spending a little cash and revamping my set to make it bad ass again.
well see.

I might play a show a week from now?
that would be crazy.

You know that feeling you had as a kid where when you lost your self deep in imagination everything around you seemed to fade away and you were the king of your own domain, even if it was only for that short period of time.
I feel that way every time I play music, especially with a group of friends.

Today I felt that for the first time in a long time.

After that I went to the Fiasco residence, we got pizza and took a nap apparently.
Came home, Went and bought some shit for my mom, ran into Ryan and Kristi and then rented the Transformers game.

Overall today was good.

I start another boring work week tomorrow.
this week does have potential though :)

-Chris

Taking A New Road

Ive been meaning to update this everyday, but usually when I remember it I'm to tired and just go to sleep.

A lot has changed and for the best I might add.

Thursday, I traded in my truck for a 2010 Toyota Carola Sport. Its red and its standard which is weird but I like it and that's all that matter. My car payments have dropped substantially, I'm not nearly as in debt as before, and the gas mileage that thing gets is incredible. The best part is it had 0 miles on it when I purchased it and it is completely in my name. My parents had to co-sign on the truck simply because I was 18. Now I actually feel so much more grown up, I have my own car with no connection to my parents and I'm on my own insurance policy.

This all means that I will have a little money in my pocket now and Ill be able to hang out with my friends alot more, atleast the ones that are still here haha.

Last night was fun, I skipped work because Kimbo "Elton" Slice had a lump on his side so My mom and I took him to the vet. Then we went to the dealership to finish some paperwork, and then out to lunch. I love one on one time with her, definitley the best mom a dude could have. Then Cory came over and we hung out, then we drove to the compund. Shafey and Kendal came in to town.(Still think Kendal is super cute) Hung out, played tons of Cornhole. Then Shauncey and I went swimming at our spot. On the way home we stopped in at Whata-Burger and got helped by the cutest girl. Came home, went to sleep.

Morgan is still confusing, but I guess I could say that about all the girls in my life.

Today im supposed to Jam with pretty much the reminants of S.O.S. that should be fun.

Overall im happy, and I like it.

-Chris

p.s. Being sober is amazing.

Crazy Times

Yesterday Grant left, to go to Atlanta and see 10 for 10. Totally jealous.
It's really weird having my little room to myself again, I like it...and dont all at the same time. I cant wait for Grant and I to get our own place.

I really dont know how I feel about Morgan, shes kinda creeping me out latley. I kinda have been getting the clingy un trustworthy vibe from her and I really dont like it. On top of that I am very dedicated to reaching my goal of becoming straightedge and being a stronger person, but she always wants to hang out at bars and things of that nature, which wasnt even my scene when I was drinking.

Ive done a couple cool things since my last post:
-Wrote a couple new songs
-Caught an Endwell show
-Ate and played pool at Sluggos with a big group of friends.
-Met a crazy hobo named Nolan....no doubt a crack head.
-Noel came all the way down to Florida on Sunday to visit spare of the moment, she showed up at 4.a.m. She brought a really stupid friend who apparently just got over swine flu? Noel her friend myself and Grant hung out at the beach for an hour or so chasing crabs haha, random.

Ive been fighting off this sickness for about a day or so. I really hope it stays like it is and doesnt get any worse.
Grant is sick too.
weird.
(sidenote I hope its not swine flu, thatd be our luck)

Seven Pounds is an amazing movie!

-Chris

A change in the tide.

This weekend was pretty amazing.
Friday Grant came home, I love having my brother home.
Friday night was Bloodstorm '09
Shauncey, Grant, Cheese, Destry, Chris, and myself went out and about all night going crazy, here is a fun little list:
-Fireworks
-Guns
-The Beach
-Loud Music
-Fast Cars
-Quad Moon
-D-Generation X
-Trains
-Pools
-Nudity

pretty much alllllllllllll awesome.

Then today was UFC 100
Thats about all that happened.

Myself, Ryan Eaton, and Shauncey are all going Vegan until the end of this month at least. It's not a far stretch from my normal vegetarian lifestyle but its pretty hard to stay straight.

I have been living the sober life latley and I love it, if I can continue this without fucking up till october 3rd I will officialy claim Edge.

Im excited about this.

-Chris

Captain No Limits

Well I already suck at keeping this thing updated haha.
4th of July was fucking insane. Not only is it independence day but Its my big brothers birthday. Things got buck wild. Here is a fun little list:
-DKC
-Fireworks
-Cookout
-Eating special brownies
-Late night race to Alabama for more fireworks with Anna, Titties, Sarah, and Destry. Anna about killed us 700 times. and it all ended with booty dancing with Destry in the parking lot of redneckville.
-I lit Cheese's car on fire with a roman candle
-Put it out
-Then late night Pool hoping.

I'm tired of breaking promises to myself. I say I'm going to stay sober and I do a good job then I eat a special brownie....fail.

But I'll stay clean from now on. no worries.
I would like to actually be able to claim "Edge" on day.

These past two days have consisted of sleeping and thats about it.
I love and hate rain.

My new goals by the end of the year:
-200ibs
-Vegan
-Sober
-New Job
-New Band
-New Life

I got this
-Chris

p.s. my "r" and "h" key are fucked up, makes typing a bitch.

Update City

Well here goes, picking back up officially.

where to begin, well since my last post I've done a couple tattoos, then quit apprenticing for many reasons. Ryan's mom passed away, that was one of the saddest things ever. I've gone vegetarian, Started working out everyday, and am working landscaping again.

I have reached a new dark place in my life. I've had some very dark and scary thoughts, I feel it says a lot when you have thoughts that scare yourself. I feel as though I have nothing to wake up for in the morning.

I have no significant other, no real job, no direction in life, no band, and I'm not following any of my dreams. I work in ridiculous work conditions making almost minimum wage and can barley pay my bills. For the first time ever I heard the words "I am falling for you" from a girl I really cared for just to have that fall to pieces in a matter of a couple of confusing days. I have two absolute best friends that are more like brothers than anything, one of which tours all the time and lives in P.C. now. and the other is moving to Ocala in a month. I know it could always be worse, but its pretty close.

I am just making it, day by day.

I have been writing a lot though, maybe out of all this darkness beauty will be born, like a pheonix from the ashes......only time will tell.

-Chris