Turning A Corner

Once again, I have gone without updating dating in over a month haha. I find myself to busy to sit behind a computer and type out my days events, as much as id love to.
I am currently working two jobs. Still doning landscaping and now I have a job as a cashier at Academy. Academy has been nothing but awesome so far.

I have turned a new leaf in my life, I have discovered therapy through writing. I pretty much write all the lyrics for ASY now. Our current EP doesn't reflect that, but our new cd will. It's crazy to think we've been a band for such a short period of time and we already have an EP and a full length ready to record. Them chemistry between all of us in incredible.

For the first time in my life, I have legitimate feelings for a girl. It took me rekindling a connection with a middle school "love" to realize what I truly need in a partner. im sorry from the bottom of my heart that it wasn't her, but she helped me open my eyes so for that I'm thankful. Back to the girl. I find myself oddly attracted to her, as cliche as it sounds it was practically love at first sight. Shes hands down the most gorgeous girl I have ever laid eyes on, shes intelligent, witty, funny, and just an all around caring girl. She has inspired me to the greatest of lengths, and she brings out the best in me, shes beyond amazing, the girl lights up the room no matter where she is, and she doesn't even know it. She does have one downside, and that happens to be her boyfriend.......it figures the one girl I start having legitimate feelings for would have a boyfriend. At least I have her in my life, that'll do for now I guess.

After struggling with the two extremes of "partying" or being "straightedge" ive decided (with the help of the aforementioned young lady) that I don't need to party, I enjoy life more, its better for my voice, just an all around better idea. I choose not to claim any title, if I want a beer ill drink a beer. But I don't see myself loosing the state of sobriety anytime soon, if ever.

Times are hard, But with the help of my closest friends, family, brothers in ASY, and her. It'll take more than life can ever throw at me to keep me down.

-Chris

p.s. ITS GETTING COLD!!!!!!!
p.s.s. I have finally excepted I love country music, mainly Brad Paisley, weird.