Rise Or Die

I was thinking to myself the other day about how much time I waste on a day to day not really doing anything. Time to be more productive. I started working out again, shit feels good. Im almost at my target weight which is weird, only because this time last year I was almost 50 pounds heavier. I have somehow managed to get my managers on my good side, so work is actually becoming kinda fun. I wrecked my car last night, not really "wrecked" as much as knocked off my side view mirror on a construction cone, regardless its money I don't have.

Im done talking to Steph. She wants to be really good friends, so I'll just let her belive that's what we are. There are tons of sexy girls at work, so its fun to flirt. Ill get by.

This year, I will do whatever it takes to make it.

2. Rise Or Die

-CF

A New Year, A New Man

So I told myself I was going to up-date this thing daily starting in 2010, and not just of random bullshit like last year but at least one meaningful thing, good or bad I walked away from that day with. Well almost ten days into the year and I make my fist one, I guess it shows how much a promise made to myself means to me, haha. ( I really dont find that humorous, laughing just seems to make any situation a little less serious)

Matt is no longer in ASY, his g/f is pregnant.
Steph still talks to me every once in a while, it tears me up every time, contemplating telling her to fuck off.
I hate most girls.
I hate most guys.
Work sucks.
My band is going nowhere fast.

Really nothing is going for me right now, but I'm not depressed. I think I have finally reached a new level of apathy, or maybe I smoke enough weed to just stay in a good mood.

Whatever.

Lesson learned so far this year.
1. Live YOUR Life.

-CF