Another Cold Night

It's been a while....lets see

The day after my last post my parents took my truck away from me so I have been stranded at my house, except for when Cory comes and gets me. I haven't been up at the shop everyday like I like to be, but what can you do? This last Saturday was pretty awesome. Business was slow as fuck at the shop and it eventually lead to me and Pat having a awesome Idea. The annoying apprentice girl sits around all day drawing pirate ships, well we decided since she wasn't there everyone there is getting a free pirate ship haha. So needless to say I have a new pirate ship piece on my arm.

Grant is home from tour, which is awesome I missed having my best friend around. I actually am at his house right now, Mason sure did miss me having me around. I'm glad I get to at least have Grant around right now, I have been feeling pretty bummed lately. I don't really know why, but I have been sleeping almost all day, everyday.

I went over to Ryan's house the other day. It's always good to see him, no matter how long its been since the last time we talked it's like we pick up right where we left off. I guess that's what happens when you are raised together. Nancy is doing horrible, it breaks my heart to see what shes going through. It must be the worst thing ever being trapped in your own body. I've been bracing myself for her death any day, which is the saddest thing to ever say .

I haven't applied at any fast food places, I just cant bring myself to work at one, I have been toying around with joining the army a lot. I could joining for the minimum amount of time and then get out and pursue the rest of my life and dreams, but I feel like I am at a very pivotal point in my life and 4-6 years is a big chunk of life when you're 20.

Something needs to happen, and it needs to happen now.

-Me